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September 1st, 2006


01:00 pm - A gay survey I took, because I was bored...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Sasha
Birthday:August 7
Birthplace:Cleveland
Current Location:Hudson
Eye Color:Blue
Hair Color:Dirtyish Blonde
Height:5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed:Righty
Your Heritage:Polish, German, English and some Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:Starters
Your Weakness:Photography
Your Fears:That I won't wake up from a bad dream and will wake up from a good one
Your Perfect Pizza:Cheese, Chicken and Pineapple. mmmmm
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:To be more lean
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:ok, or wow
Thoughts First Waking Up:Dammit
Your Best Physical Feature:Eyeballs
Your Bedtime:Ranges from 2-4am, I work 2nd shift
Your Most Missed Memory:Going to my Grandparents all the time and watching awesome cartoons and eating fruitplates
Pepsi or Coke:If had to Coke, it is less sweet
MacDonalds or Burger King:Burger King, Fuck McDonalds
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:Both!
Cappuccino or Coffee:Both!
Do you Smoke:Yes
Do you Swear:Too many fucking times
Do you Sing:In the car by myself unless I am very comfortable with the person in there
Do you Shower Daily:Yes
Have you Been in Love:I am very much so right now : )
Do you want to go to College:Did some of that, and need to do more of it
Do you want to get Married:Yes
Do you belive in yourself:Actually I really don't
Do you get Motion Sickness:Only if I am in a car and playing Doom on a laptop. I almost puked
Do you think you are Attractive:Sorta, I am told I am though
Are you a Health Freak:No, I should be
Do you get along with your Parents:Yes, But sometimes they like to cause problems
Do you like Thunderstorms:Very much so, those are the best days!
Do you play an Instrument:Flute, Baritone, ummm.. retarded drums and I'm not good
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:Yes
In the past month have you Smoked:Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:Nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Been busy moving in
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:no... wait... i dont know
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:No, I would feel very sick
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:Nada
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:Nein
Ever been Drunk:Yep
Ever been called a Tease:YEssir
Ever been Beaten up:No, in 4th grade I kicked some kids ass cause he was picking on my little brother
Ever Shoplifted:Yeeeaaahhh
How do you want to Die:
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Photographer
What country would you most like to Visit:Germany, Ireland, Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Blue
Favourite Hair Color:Dark, Light, Inbetween
Short or Long Hair:Short
Height:Taller than me
Weight:Normal
Best Clothing Style:The comfortable and relaxed kind
Number of Drugs I have taken:That was a long time ago
Number of CDs I own:I don't know. I have gotten rid of a lot
Number of Piercings:6 on my ears. I had a 7th but it came out
Number of Tattoos:2
Number of things in my Past I Regret:Stupid Boys, I don't regret them, things had to happen the way they did or I wouldn't be with Dan today<3

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Yeah, I won't be back for another couple of months on here
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Current Music: A Silver Mt. Zion

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March 4th, 2006


10:08 am
so it is march. i have a website now, and don't update this thing very often. going to a lan today at dan's work. so it should be fun. winter is about over and i'm going to start running soon. i need new shoes though.. cause i don't have running shoes anymore cause my mom threw them out. dammit...nice ones too. i have all these fucking cuts on my fingers from work. i can't rub my eyes or my fingers together cause it hurts. i think overtime is over at work. we have been doing it pretty much since the begining of the year. i'm supposed to be starting a new shift soon, from 4pm-12am. not bad and its more money. so i'm not gonna complain.

well i'm gonna get ready and watch a movie before i leave. maybe i'll update this thing again in a couple of months. who cares. the internet is gay.
Current Mood: [mood icon] blah
Current Music: explosions in the sky

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November 17th, 2005


06:11 pm
october was awesome. and so was halloween. did the scaring of kids for one last year. cause there won't be a next year. me,dan,diana,denver and gilby went and saw h.i.m. last friday, very good. lots of dumb girls though. we almost burnt ones hair and freaked some more by talking about bill cosby and batman. and the one girl got a nose bleed. so lots of fun.

i keep having these dreams. i don't understand them. i don't know what they're supposed to mean. i'm sure there's something behind it, because it's the same person all the time.

so, it snowed a little bit today. and i hear all over the news about cars flipping over and catching on fire. jesus... people really don't know how to drive.. there's like a tiny bit of snow on the road and people gotta freak out and scream about it. it didn't really snow by us though, just little flurries. it was damn cold today though.

played and beat alice again. then i played land of the dead. it was a really good game, and it was going places and it was really hard. and then it just ended....i was gettin all excited that i would get to kill more zombies and see the rest of the story line.. and then... bah, it's over. but i hear city of the dead will be good and you can become a zombie, which is awesome and you get to eat your teammates. so i can't wait for that.
Current Mood: [mood icon] silly
Current Music: Gold Chains

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September 30th, 2005


06:27 pm - new apartment
got a new place finally and everything is done. i dont have to go insane anymore. all is very good. dan got a new car too, so we don't have to worry about the crown vic anymore. fall is here and it is nice. october is just around the corner, and i can't wait..
Current Mood: [mood icon] loved
Current Music: 69 eyes

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September 6th, 2005


07:50 pm
so summer is over now and i had been extremely busy through out all of it. living situation right now sucks total ass. going to look at apartments this weekend. which is awesome. pretty close to the area which is nice. dan got me and awesome digital camera for my birthday. so i've been taking pictures of everything and just taking it with me everywhere. i'm glad i have it, i needed one.

this whole past 3 or 4 months... or even more than that have been so chaotic with the livingness. but i'm glad that i finally have it all figured out and i don't have to pull my hair out anymore trying to find out what i have to do next.

so i leave now and maybe update again in some time. i'm hungry and i need food in me!
Current Mood: [mood icon] hungry

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May 31st, 2005


11:12 pm
so finally summer is abound. i am looking forward to 3 full months or more of nice warm weather and going places. going to go to geauga lake a lot and other fun places this summer. that movie that i have been searching forever for is "the peanut butter solution". watch it. it's a really weird movie, none of my friends remembered it at all, except one guy who gave me more to the story line and helped me remember it that way. it's labeled a child's movie, but it sure isn't one. or seems like it. now i have yet to find this picture that has been haunting me since high school. i know what photo book it's in, well sorta, i know what it looks like but it's very vague and i don't even know the name of it... and i have no clue as to what the photo is called or who the photographer is. so i just have to get a hold of my old teacher and find it all out.

 so i might be staying at where i am now. the situation has gotten better though, so that's good. just save up money for when i get my own place. which i'm thinking of just buying my own house. which would be awesome. it all has to be thought out more thoroughly. i need to do more of my photography. which i am this summer. i just wish i had my own way of developing it, instead of taking it to walgreens or some place like that. i'd wrather have more control over my photos. or i could just get a scanner and use aps and render and play with whatever i want. gah.
so i found this place and it is my new favorite place and i have to live in there.


http://www.opacity.us/gallery/images/db/0000000638.jpg
for some reason i can't put a single fucking picture in this thing.




 so there is the link!

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May 24th, 2005


10:09 pm
i found the movie that i have been searching for forever. this makes me glad and it will be coming to my mail box in about a week. i'm gonna scream!
Current Mood: [mood icon] happy
Current Music: 69 Eyes

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April 5th, 2005


10:05 pm - scream sweet nausea
i should kick myself for believing a fucking bitch such as this cindy white trash lady that is my friends mother. so yeah, i want to kill her.. but maybe she'll just rot herself to death with drugs and everything else that is nasty.. yeah she's staying here and we're finding somewhere else to live. which does work out though... cause we don't get that nasty infected place that is falling apart. it would've have been nice if ohh... she told us this about 4 months ago, so i wouldn't have to put up with where i'm at now any longer. gah! well it's FINALLY nice out.. there just had to be one last snow fall before it left. which was saturday.. which was a terrible fucking day in itself. it snowed constantly all day and night.. the dog was sick, had to take him to the vet. everything turned out ok though and he got pain pills.


went to see shelley and jason's new house on friday, which is kick ass. has an awesome sun porch and a sweet garage and basement, and tons of space and a pond and other cool stuff. i need to go somewhere this weekend or sometime and explore some places. it's nice and i need to be out in it.


didnt' go to work today, stayed home and made sure that dan stayed ok and that he wouldn't fall apart. thankfully he was ok after a long night. but we ate sherbet and fruit and drank juice and it was tasty.


i'm gonna go outside and do cartwheels.
Current Mood: [mood icon] happy
Current Music: Alkaline Trio

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March 8th, 2005


10:13 pm - oh my darling the sky is falling
i guess it has to snow in fucking march. this sucks.. i'm terribly sick of snow weather.. i can't wait for it to rain.. thunderstorms and lots of rain.. i want to get lost in it.


went to a show the other saturday it was a good one, and i guess i missed some other one that i didn't know about. i have ink all over my arms.


well it looks as though july 1 is when i will be moving out. it is so damn far away, but i have to wait, cause thats just the way things are going to work out. but i can't complain though, cause it will be much better than where i am as of right now. it will be awesome and with better people, and we're going to make a pillow house. yes, a little mini house in the living room that is full of pillows. and i will wear a penguin costume.


i have been sick for what seems like to be a month now.. it went away and then it came back. this damn cough that just does not want to go away. and no medicine wants to help me. i wish that my hair would grow fast already. it needs to be long, it's been short for forver now. gah, i haven't even dyed it in like 8 months or something... you think that would help... no.. i need some kind of home remedies that quickens hair growth.


the dog is sleeping on me now.. making it difficult to type. suppose i should go. wow.. i'm thinking to much right now anyways.
Current Mood: [mood icon] sick
Current Music: theSTART

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February 15th, 2005


06:30 pm - oh how time flies..... with crystal clear eyes
well.. middle of february... things have already been changing...moving in april?....no may?....no but possibly june or july! screw that... i'm not waiting anymore. i can't put up with the crap thats going on right now. so i'm looking for a new place in the cuyahoga falls/kent/akron/streetsboro.. anywhere in that area. anyone have any suggestions or know of some places, let me know. it's hard finding a place that will let you have a cat and a dog and cheap rent. stress!


so yeah me and dan got a dog. a pug. the cutest little dog in the world. he's got a smooshy face and a pot belly and he snores and grunts all the time. his name is satchel. he's only 4 months old and he's learned a lot already. except he has his puppy ways..

working overtime every day this week and possibly on saturday. it sucks waking up at 5am but the 15 hours extra that is paid time and 1/2 is awesome.


flavored water is weird. i drank it and expected it to be carbonated for a split second and that freaked me out. and i saw the scariest guy yesterday walking down the street in kent.. he had a big bushy beard and big thick glasses.. i think he might've been a hobo.


enough rambling
Current Mood: your moods are gay
Current Music: Alkaline Trio

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January 9th, 2005


07:47 pm - lamp lights in the rooms go out at night
so it's still snowy out. and i've been having weird dreams... some about my phone.. and some talking cats.. and something about seeing 8 dead people.. weird people talking to me. i don't know. and it's really hard waking up from sleep in my house. and it's not even just me that's having this problem, my roomate and everyone else that sleeps there. so we're thinking that maybe it's that there could be some carbon monoxide somewhere in the house leaking.. like not a whole lot but some, which is very bad. that house is not good. the electric is high, so we think that ours is conected to the well house and the barn and probably some other shit. plus the people that own the place are foreign and not smart.. or it's just *someone* leaves/turns on the heat up all the time and way too high. and the heat controller is not in my room or any other room besides my roomates.. i hardly touch it... ever. so it doesn't matter so much cause i am moving out again in april. and i'll feel a lot more comfortable there and things there will be mine actually and it just won't be all weird anymore.

so anyways.. i have to go snow tubing before the winter is over. we were going to go yesterday after the party.. but no one wanted to. then we decided to go sledding at my house. so we went there watched our movie.. and then... no one wanted to go.... then the power went out at like 4am.. which means no heat and no water. but it went back on at like 6:45am. i didn't want to go to sleep when it was completely quite anyways.. it's creepy there at night.

well anyways.. everything else is going good. and i should be moving to first shift. i can't do night stuff anymore.. it's eating away at my life. enough talking.. this is boring enough.
Current Mood: [mood icon] bored
Current Music: Chemical Brothers

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November 11th, 2004


09:10 pm - jesse r. scaggs is emo, dan says so, and so do i, and everyone else
it's november... and it's getting really cold out. i'm going to hate when it starts to snow really bad. it's going to be gay. work is good. kind of been in charge this whole week, cause one lady is out sick. and the other girl... thats super religious... and it's pretty much all she talks about. she got her head smooshed in a press.. not to the point where she is dead..so uhh don't worry i guess. she prolly just got a little bruise on her cheek. they tossed the press that did this, it was my favorite one too dammit. but she's ok and went to the er and will be back tonight or sunday night. so it's been really hectic. but there might be another change of some scenery coming soon which is going to be a hell of a lot better. living with friends that i'm comfortable with. it's all worked out really good. it'll be awesome and all that stuff. it's good being out of everything. i think we're going to get food or somethin, and hangout till i get my ass to work. trailer this weekend for mike's movie.




IT'S A REAL BRONX CHEER!




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Current Mood: [mood icon] hyper
Current Music: Guitar Wolf

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September 26th, 2004


04:03 am - i don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of lies
sitting outside right now by the fire. it is nice, and so is dan's wireless. i like fall a lot. and i'm not tired at all because of work. annmarie called me the other day, but i dont really have a way to get ahold of her. cause her # was restricted... so that sucks. i'm going up to gillian's school monday so maybe i could stop by the grocery store to see if they have it. and we could do something since i'll be around..... i hate that city though... even if i have to be in it for 10 min. driving down there is terrible... ugh. oh... hahaha... an apt complex on LSB burnt down on friday... all those people are homeless now.. wonder how it happened?...i also heard a bunch of news happening in the cleve/euclid area. and it's not good news at all. i don't understand why my family doesn't want to get out of that shit hole. no one is happy anymore.. and my mother is changing.. i'm just kinda glad i don't have to deal with it anymore. what a happy post..? oh well.. work is going good, and so is everything else. i guess i've been doing a really good job or whatever... so maybe i'll get a raise? hopefully. i should probably go cause i should get home soon. but it's not like i'll sleep anyways..prolly just play on the comp. oh well.
Current Mood: warm
Current Music: Misfits

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August 20th, 2004


11:29 pm - but who's counting?
oh jesus.. oh my. oh yes. it is friday and there is no work till sunday. oh my. i have been relaxing ever since i awoke at 5:30.. slept in a bit too much. hanging out in this big empty fun house. painting this sunday for moveouts. i'm going to take tons of pictures of it all, and it'll be the place for hangouts. i have this cool blue ink on my skin, it's a nice color. yes. it's been kinda crappy these past few days... august is supposed to be the hottest month of summer... what the fuck? i like the rain... but it's cold.. dammit.
Current Mood: [mood icon] relaxed
Current Music: American Nightmare

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August 2nd, 2004


08:09 pm - SKY ROCKETS IN FLIGHT!!!!!
THIS IS A SECRET MESSAGE....


I MIGHT NOT BE SASHA.....IT MIGHT BE DAN.



PLEASE SEND ME A DOLLAR TO FIND OUT.


-DAN


i'm leaving this place. i'm not going to live here anymore. this city no longer exists.... this has to be one of the many greatest feelings that i've had. bye.
Current Mood: [mood icon] bouncy
Current Music: Ninja Pocket Wars

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July 27th, 2004


09:33 am - INK!!!! MOTHERFUCKIN INK!!!!!
good and happy with mah danyo. right now, this whole past year... i'd have to say that i am the most happiest i have ever been <3. scrapped first batch the other day or something. 138 pieces... odd.. 138. oh well calls for it. so yeah, it's been going pretty damn good. a lot better than the old piece of shit. oh got some pretty good news last night though. new city new stuff.. it's good. i hate euclid. this weekend. was pretty crazy. it was pretty rough too. i can't get used to this damn schedule. i should go to bed though before its too late. it's fun making fun of people on those stupid sites. wow, i just re-read this, and it's a bunch of random stuff. whatever. ok i'm going to bed.









i love these damn disgusting emoticons.... aren't they just so damn cute and original that you just want to strangle the people who made them?
Current Mood: [mood icon] sleepy
Current Music: NIN

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July 1st, 2004


04:41 pm - Skipping school, breaking rules, and flipping the bird
wow this is really cool. yeah, everything is just so fucking cool. no more euclid scenery anymore. well soon for that matter. i ain't gonna miss anyone from that fucking shit hole. laundry, needed to be done, it's getting done. this is good stuff, nothing to bring me down. so yeah nights, it's a good fucking job. no one to bother me or anything. good moods all around. leaving in about a couple of hours to hang out and shit with mah danyo <3. party this saturday, it's gonna be awesome, and the whole day's gonna be packed with fun. dont gotta work, only gotta do 1 more day of deliveries. yeah. 60 people for this july... well 62 for exact. but it's gonna be awesome times. ok bye.
Current Mood: Carbon Monoxide
Current Music: MC Chris - Fett's Vette

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May 16th, 2004


02:37 pm - Big News Bitch
sitting here with lucia on my knee. glad it's not fucking winter anymore. tired and worn out, had the whole weekend off. it was cool. went up to squire's castle and hung out last night with danyo adam diana nosky and jesse, made a movie but i fell asleep from only getting 4 hours the night before. hopefully getting the other job i applied for. if they dont call me in a week or two sue is going to yell at them. which is good. and if that happens to go through and i get it, goodbye euclid. i hate this fucking town. and wont miss it. yeah, it'll be awesome. my nose hurts. dont really have much to say besides i'm leaving in a few minutes, to see how danyo is doing. ok bye.
Current Mood: Tripple Doppler Tester
Current Music: Clutch

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April 2nd, 2004


06:47 am - CASHREGISTERFUCK
yeah. went to some far park in independence i believe. called paradise lost. this place was really cool, besides the fact it was like in someone's back yard and you had to go through a cemetary to get to it. but that was alright. it'll prolly look really pretty in the summer time. oh yeah FUCK THIS WEATHER. sick of this rain/snow bullshit. it's really pissing me off, and making me think that there is no such thing as warm weather anymore. lan is in about two weeks. it'll be really good, more people and we have things more organized. so it's good. yeah, switched my room around and dan's computer is permanetly in here. i feel a lot better sleeping when he's over. oh, i hate this fucking city. all this fucking ghetto shit is really pissing me off. i need to move out or just live in the country, fuck all this shit. yeah, it's so great when they fuck up old horror movies and like to make everything what it shouldn't be. the tcm is coming out on dvd with ooo whats this?... different beginnings AND endings... i love it when the mess around with good old horror movies...makes me want to hug america. oh and if you put a muscle stimulator on the palms of your hand, you look like a fucking retard. it's the funniest thing in the whole world. i almost pissed my pants.
Current Mood: SMOOTH
Current Music: Racermason

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February 24th, 2004


01:39 am - hey, check this out!
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Current Music: SaberTooth

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